I VOWED when 2013 came in I would make changes....make this YEAR the BEST yet!! Take chances! Basically get off that fence, that we all sometimes sit on comfortably. Not to be passive! Dream BIG cause you never know....and JUST LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! No regrets!! That is what I am trying to do!!
I want to do this with EXERCISE too...(sigh...that can be hard, to be motivated)....but since Hubby won the trip at work, I am REALLY FOCUSED......we LEAVE in April for St. Lucia...you know, St. Lucia...FULL OF BEACHES and OCEAN!! Which has me totally scared, CAUSE I HAVE to WEAR a BATHING SUIT!! I know....I shouldn't worry about what others think, but I cant HELP IT!! AND I know, Hubby LOVES me for ME and thinks that I am SEXY....so that should be all that matters....right! I hear it...I believe it...but somewhere deep down in me I lack that confidence! So....for the past three weeks, I have been toning my tummy and various areas!!! The only CRUSHING part is that Easter is coming up and those DARN CADBURY MINI EGGS are EVERYWHERE....come on!!!! I must say though.....lately I have been strong and have RESISTED the URGE to GRAB them!! ((applause now....))
Then came the PART to DREAM BIG! For ME to be ME. I am Mommy to three and a Wife, a Daughter, Sister and a Granddaughter and a GOOD FRIEND in GENERAL( I hope)....but I want to be ME and do what I LOVE...which is CREATING!! I LOVE to BAKE/COOK and REFURBISH! Why not try to get MY stuff out there.....SHOWCASE my TALENTS(maybe TALENTS is too strong of a word, but its what I believe)!! Thinking about all this and reading my Horoscope(DAILY) it started to coincide! When I started to doubt something, I read my Horoscope and it would reassure me.....it told me to take it easy, or to listen to my inner voice! I was never one to believe in Horoscopes...but now, I am thinking this Horoscope business is on to something!!
So I am taking that CHANCE, creating a FaceBook Page, showcasing my TALENTS, offering my SERVICES, using Twitter(connecting with people with similar interests) and just GETTING MYSELF out there!! I have had some success! And a LITTLE SUCCESS is better than NONE at all!! Right!!? At least at the end of the day, when its all said and done, I can tell my KIDS that I tried, I got off that fence!! I sought my DREAMS!! Its all about Baby Steps and READING your HOROSCOPE!!
**Just thinking though, when it comes to that trip and wearing a BATHING SUIT!! I think I will be FINE, its an ALL INCLUSIVE CLUB....therefore I will be HAPPILY SIPPING MANY DRINKS, perhaps TOO MANY to care any more what YOU think of me in a BATHING SUIT!! Problem SOLVED!
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